Happy New Year 2019.

Happy New Year 2019.

Well here it is finally the start of a brand new year that will move way to fast and before we know it it’ll be 2020. I would like to wish everyone reading this a very happy New year and i hope it’s a good one for you all. Every year countless people make new years resolutions so I wonder if anyone will keep them for this year me my self I have a fee that I should be deffinetly keeping 1 is to lose some weight work off everything I eat and 2 enter some writing competitions so I can get my book written. Those of you who do read this blog knows that me and my family haven’t been having much luck lately something always goes wrong and throws us off track but we found somthing out that could be a great impact on our lives unfortunately it won’t happen for a few months but when it does you will be reading a whole new side of me. 2018 has been a very eventful year and we lost so many good people as well the biggest shock was Stan Lee he will always be in our hearts and we will always remember the man the legend. I hope 2019 will be a way better year especially for those who’s had a very bad 2018. As you all know I’m a big believer in karma and karma will always get those who deserve punishment it’s just a matter of patience but sooner or later they all get what they deserve. But let’s kick off 2019 positive and not negative it’s another year that we are alive that’s a plus it’s also another year that we get to torment our family members and to maybe finally find love I know that’s what I want but with my situation no women would put up with it so maybe I’m supposed to doe all alone I’m not fused if no1 can understand my situation then they don’t deserve my heart. I really hope everyone has a fantastic new year I wish everyone well and good tidings I hope you manage to keep your new years resolutions or at least work hard for a little bit before you call it quits. Happy New Year everyone may 2019 be a better year for you all. As this is my first post of the new year I would really like a comment on it. Thank you in advance.

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I’d like to wish my family a big Happy New Year let’s hope we all get what we want this year you should know what I mean.

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Lies.

Lies.

You know everybody lies weather it’s a little white lie or a major lie we have all lied in our lives numerous times. People have lied to me so much in my life time it’s hard to pick out the truth and it makes it hard for me to trust people. Some people lie so much and twist things that aren’t true all the time to do nothing but to try and punish good people and try to hurt them but I am a big believer in karma and trust me when I say karma is a big ass bitch and she will beat you down. I know a few people who have lied for the wrong reasons just to try and hurt someone but lately there lies are falling through the cracks and they get caught out every time because what they lie about tends to upset people and when the truth comes out it throws them of guard which is funny to watch when it doesn’t happen to you that is haha. Everyone who do major lies end up getting what they deserve in the end it’s just a matter of patients. You know this reminds me of a quote from one of my favourite films rocky Balboa ”let me tell you something you already know. Life ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me or anybody is gonna hit has hard as life. But it ain’t how hard you hit: Its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward how much you can take and keep moving forward that’s how winning is done. That quote is powerful and since I heard that quote I’ve been trying to live my life by it as I find it so inspirational. I also believe that it will come true to the people who tell major lies for the wrong reasons life will beat them down until they can’t go on anymore karmas a bitch and it’s coming for you all who deserve it. And I will waiting to watch it kick your ass and i will laugh so hard haha. Bottom line is that if you lie for the wrong reasons you better kiss your ass good bye because sooner or later it’s going to end badly for you. Hope you enjoyed reading please like share and comment. Thank you all In advance.

Death.

Death.

Death is a very funny and weird subject some people hate it and others love it and then you get some people who just don’t care. But we are surrounded by death every single day like this year instance we have lost so many people family members and celebrities even though you know that death is coming for someone you admire or love it can still be a terrifying thing to go through. One of the biggest surprises this year was the death of the legendary comic book creator Stan Lee but we have lost three comic book legends this year which is Stan Lee Steve ditko and Marie severin but there was so many other deaths this year. I am writing this post part as a tribute and to let people know that death isn’t so scary I mean it’s scary but it doesn’t have to ruin your life I don’t know weather or not I believe in the after life but if I do come back as an animal I hope it’s a wolf or shark and if there is a heaven or hell I hope heaven but I’d accept hell. There so many people who deserve to be punished but instead the good people get punished my whole family keeps getting hounded by people who think there smart and untouchable but all they are doing is toying with karma and will soon all get what they deserve trust me that. Death is a mysterious subject no one knows what happeneds when you die but what ever does happen I have faith that it will be better then what I have right now granted I love my family and would do anything for them but my whole life has been kind of crappy and full of so much bullshit it’s unreal so I hope when my time comes that I end up in a better place than earth of if I come back to earth it’s as a wicked animal like a shark or wolf of if dragons make a comeback I’d love to be a dragon life and death is one big mystery and no one knows what will happen after death it maybe a mystery but also magical the best thing to do is to have a little bit of faith and it will get you all the way to the end I know death is coming for me and I will be waiting for him or her they can take me away and i really hope it’s a better place than this. Live life to the max and die without regret if there’s somthing you want to do or have a bucket list then I suggest making it happen whilst you can and whilst you can remember it make memories good memories make life yours and don’t regret a damn thing about it good luck to everyone and make sure you have no regrets. Thank you for reading please like share and comment. Thank you all In advance.

Guess who’s back?.

Guess who’s back?.

Yes that’s right I am back and this time for good no matter what you throw my way I will deal with it on my own so bring all you have sucka I’ll be waiting don’t disappoint me again.

This post is kind of a special one as I will be talking about my nieces today. As you all know I have four nieces granted they all drive me up the wall but I love them all equally I will protect them with my own life if I have 2. Everyday they grow that little bit older and everyday they make me proud to be an uncle. So far the two oldest are deffinate wednesday fans I just have to work on the youngest two to make sure we have a full sheffield wednesday supporting family even though at the moment they suck but we will all die wednesday fans for life we all get excited when they score and scream when the other team scores and feel like crying when we lose but it’s the journey of the team that matters and our loyalty to the team I’ve already took my oldest two nieces to a match and one year I will take the youngest two one year well that’s when they have stopped being scared of me that is. But no matter what weather there scared of me or won’t leave me alone or only likes me when they want somthing like Kait just kidding kait you know I love you. These four members of my family mean the world to me and I will destroy anyone who tries to harm them in anyway shape or form they are my world if you try and use this against me then that’s your biggest mistake. I wish I could see them all a lot more then I do maybe if I can ever move close to them then maybe for the youngest two I will have to wait until there no longer scared of me. You know I have been told that I am unstable and have severe anger issues so I would like people’s input leave me a comment if you think I am unstable or just expressing my feelings. For a very long time I kept my anger and my emotions down deep tight inside until I started this blog and i found a way of letting out everything I have inside of me I know I may drive everyone nuts by rambling on and on about my issues but I thank everyone who reads what I write it gives me hope and a purpose a lot of people won’t understand why but as long as I do that’s all that matters. My life gets a little easier to live when I am with family especially my nieces they all mean the world to me and they will be the reason why I will stick around for a long time I hope. I am not afraid of death it’s going to happen one day but I hope I get to see my nieces all grow up and start a family when there all 30 or 40 or to be fair would be better when I’m dead haha but jokes aside I do love my family and it pisses me off when people harm them, threaten them or cause them emotional pain if I could I’d take it all away from them but unfortunately I can’t because it’s a crime but karma is one big bitch and it always gets it’s pray it will pounce and it will do its job it’s just a matter of being patient. Well that’s all for my come back post I will be posting more so stay tuned.

As I said I would like everyone’s input on my mental stability if you think I am unstable or just expressing my feelings please don’t be afraid leave me a comment it will mean a lot to me so I can rub it in someone’s face who thinks I am 2 violent. Please like comment and share.

OwlS in the park.

Owls in the park.

Owls in the park is a very special day every year I have never managed to go yet but I hope I can go next year so me and my nephew Corby can get to meet the whole sheffield wednesday team and get everyone’s autographs. Corby is one of the biggest fans of sheffield wednesday I try to watch a match with him whenever I can he always sits on my lap and smiles when sheffield wednesday comes on. And he gives a cheer every time they score. It will be another full day out for the true jackman family next year we are all hoping we can go to the owls in the park and go to skegness as well it’s going to be a good year. I can’t wait to see Corby’s little face when he realises that I have took him to meet the entire sheffield wednesday team at a massive event it will be big for both of us. I will make sure he gets there autographs and maybe a couple of pictures and if there’s games where we can win prizes I will try to win him a big one to brighten up his day all over again. I will once again be the best uncle in his eyes as I will be spoiling him so much he wouldn’t want to leave the event. I am also going to try and get tickets to a friendly match next year as well so he sit right next to the pitch to see all the players upfront and centre he will love me so much. It will be a very special year next year if I can manage to do all of this it’s going to be so fun and exciting I just can’t wait until I see his face light up knowing that he can get to meet his hero’s. Everyday next year is going to be special and Corby will have so much to look forward to I so can’t wait it’s going to be epic there will be no outsiders aloud it will just be the pure jackman family going to the special events next year it is going to kick ass all over the place. It’s the eye of the tiger it’s what we do it’s going to be hi ho sheffield wednesday. WAWAW Wednesday till we die owls in the park here we come role on next July and August 2 special days for a very special little man.

WAWAW.

Skegness.

Skegness.

Skegness is the most beautiful and special place in the world to me and my family. We have had so many good times there we used to go for a week every year but then it got more expensive to go so we ended up putting it on the back burner. But lately for about five years now we have been going back to skegness only for day trips and it’s always in August this year it was the 14th of August. Every year we have such a magical time me my sister my mom and my nieces and nephews the full jackman family and we always have a blast. Our main point for going is to get a day away from sheffield as the whole family have nothing but bad memories here and it’s the only day we get to escape all the drama that we have in our lives. Going to skeggy is the only day a year that I am so happy that nothing can spoil my mood I am always smiling and having a laugh with everyone. All the way there I was dancing in my seat to some kick ass tunes. There has been so much shit going on in all of our lives this past year that we had to get in touch with the police but soon it will all come to an end to we will finally be happy again. Skegness will always have a place in all of our hearts for me it was the start of loving my favourite animals from a dream sharks and wolf’s and i spend a crap load of time on the 2p machines I love them as they are so relaxing until you get frustrated but then after a short break they become relaxing again. Just being there is so peaceful and magical even though it’s jam packed sometimes if you just stand still close your eyes and take a big deep breath all your troubles suddenly wash away for the whole day even if we get an email from someone who shouldn’t be emailing us on the way home it doesn’t bother us until the day after when all of our problems hits us like a tone of bricks. This year we was very close to screwing because we thought we had showed up at the pick up point to late thanx to a dick of a taxi driver who told us that we had missed our coach we was soooo mad but luckily it showed up at 9 o’clock right on time we all took a deep breath and let out a big sigh of relieve when we saw the coach pull up. It’s the one day a year that we all look forward too as it means a full day away from sheffield if we all could we would all move to skegness but as my family said I would be broke in a week after spending all my time and money on the 2p machines. It’s just like heaven being in skegness no one knows you and no one really cares about your past so you can be happy and forget about sheffield for the whole day. I for one am looking forward to next year so we can do it again and have another fantastic day without any worries it’s just like a dream come true. We will keep going every year no matter what happeneds we all love it there and eventually we will all live down there. Roll on next August for another fantastic day out the whole jackman family and only the jackman family.

Skegness here we come again get ready for the jackman crew we will rock the place and have a laugh doing so whoop roll on next August.

Skegness rules sheffield sucks sheffield wednesday rocks and the others are crap.

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Soldiers.

Soldiers.

This post may get some mixed reviews there will be people who hate it and people who like it but I have to say this. I support our troops I applaud our troops every single day for what they do for our country granted this country has gone to shit lately but if it wasn’t for our troops we wouldn’t exist and we wouldn’t of beat the Germans in world war 2. Our troops risk there lives every single day that they are in the army or navy or even the RAF they even risk long term mental illnesses like PTSD depression nightmares and so on just to protect this country and everyone who’s in it. We can sleep peacefully at night knowing that there’s peace with our soldiers fighting to save our lives. People disrespect them and abuse them spit on them and throw rubbish at them but I think that’s just wrong we should congratulate them and help them when they return home. But instead our government turns there back on them and they end up on the streets but they shouldn’t be on the streets we should be helping them as they have helped us by fighting for us we need to show them that we appreciate them and respect them. I wish I could do a lot more for them then I am doing the deserve so much more then the crap that they get one day I wouldn’t mind interviewing a couple of soldiers to get a better insight in to what actually happeneds at war and behind the closed doors. Our troops are all hero’s they do so much for us but yet this country treats them like nothing they should be treat like royalty because that’s what they deserve. Everyday I am proud to support our troops and to respect everything that they do for us. I think everyone should show them respect because if they didn’t go out to fight for us then they would be coming around and dragging anyone they can in to fight our wars. So those who disrespect our troops let’s see if you can go out and do what they do on a daily basis I bet you will soon realise how much they put up with and go through for this country. This is my tribute to the troops who are true hero’s of the world if you don’t like what I’ve said then to bad really because I ain’t changing it or my mind they are true hero’s and in my mind and heart they always will be weather it’s the army the navy or the RAF they are hero’s and i will support them and be proud of them if you don’t like it you know where the airports are so do one this is England this is where we are made and i for one will always support our troops if you agree or disagree leave me a comment and let me know what you think.

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