March.

March has been an interesting month so far. We have Been a pretty hot March this year.

First things first, I have got my self a playstation 5 it took me 5 months to get one but it finally happened and it took 8 days to arrive after I placed my order so I am a very happy guy this month as there is no more sleepless nights trying to get one.

It’s also getting closer and closer to normal again. Restrictions are easing and there is a light at the end of the tunnel. And it’s coming just in time for our day trip in August if we manage to get it booked. I know that last year was raining but I didn’t care I still enjoyed my self. So weather or not this year is the same or hotter either way I will still have a blast as hopefully me and my family will of had our 2nd jab by then.

I know that around April 12th my mom sister and 4 nieces will be going straight to the hairdressers for a long over due hair cut that they all deserve my nephew will have his done at home and so will I.

I hope next year we can go for a week as we haven’t had a weeks vacation for a very long time.

And I am still trying to write my book its a struggle but I am trying I have the foundation of it I just have to put it to paper and hopefully it will pop and be a great book.

I am holding my hopes up that maybe one day we will win the lottery so we can travel the world I’ve always wanted to get a camper van or rv and go on a road trip around some countries like America Australia and even Italy as they are my top 3 favourite countries fingers crossed that we win soon.

Well this is a wrap on the month of march I am sorry that I did it late this month but I have not been well and the whole ps5 thing took it out of me for this month but it was definitely worth it though.

I do want 2 post more but I’m getting writers block again as soon as I can relax and open my mind again I will be posting more. During the summer holidays I will be taking one of my nephews to boxing so he can look after himself I can’t wait for him to start he needs this and deserves to be happy and I will do what I can to make him happy.

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February.

My sister bought me this.

My nieces and nephews bought this for me.

February.

February has been an eventful month first off all it snowed at the beginning of the month which is always a pleasure to to see and witness. This time around my nephews and nieces came to visit as you can see one of my nephews had a great time. I was unfortunately to sick be out there with them. But I did watch them from a distant and it was magical seeing them happy.

It was also my birthday this month I didn’t really do anything special just spent time with family. But this year for the time ever my nieces and nephews bought me something special that would be that cool superman canvas that is pictured up above. My sister bought me that awesome wolf throw that is also pictured above. I love both of them they really made me happy for the fist time since my 16th birthday I finally had a smile upon my face so I thank you both tremendously. My dad also bought me a little something which was a lottery ticket for the euro millions I didn’t win but it was still an awesome gift I loved it. My mom was going to get me the ps5 for my birthday but as you all know they are a nightmare to get so she bought me two games for it instead so I will have something to play if I can ever get my hands on one.

A few day or at least a week after my birthday I received a text from the NHS telling me to get my vaccine jab booked in. Now as you all probably know I am terrified of needles so I did not do it peacefully but I knew I had to do It for my parents so I sucked it up and I got it done. I had the -70c one it hurt like a bitch but I am proud of my self for actually getting it done I just wish it was 1 and not 2.

Also we have just started to plan our day trip for this year. We really wanted to go away for a week but it will have to be next year now but we are hopeful that we can at least go away for the day again. A couple of places have released there schedule so we are weighing out our options and we are hoping to book our day trip next week so its booked and out of the way.

I hope I get to have a lot more special moments with my family if I could I would take us away all the time as skeggy is the only place that me and my family are always happy in skeggy is our save haven nothing goes wrong with us there as soon as we are on the coach we do nothing but smile and have fun the whole way there and we smile until we step foot back in our home town then it turns to a frown quickly.

Last year and this year have been a test of patience for us all. But the tunnel is starting to look brighter the more that get vaccinated the faster we get back to a new normal. Its a slow journey but it will be well worth it in the end.

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January.

So far this year is just like last year everytime we see the news or read a news paper people are dying and catching covid 19. It is just a mess at the moment but I choose to look on the brighter side. For instance there are about three or four vaccines I hate the thought of being stabbed by a needle but I know I have to have at least one of them. And me and my family are planning to get away again to skegness but by the looks of things it just might be another day trip this year but it’s better then nothing. I am happy that me and my family are getting through all of this mess together.

January has started pretty good with the weather though its snowed twice where I am first time was not a lot but the second was loads. I don’t know about everyone else but I love snow everytime it snows I go into a trance. There is something very magical about snow I always get lost in the beauty of it. I do have pictures but they are way too big to be uploaded for some reason I will try again at a later date.

I know we are in uncertain times at the moment and everything could change in a split second. But I want to know if anyone has any plans for this year for a day trip a small holiday to even trying to get out and go for a walk. I want to know what everyone plans to celebrate being vaccinated and getting out of lockdown if every moron gets vaccinated leave a comment I know its not much but it will give you some hope to start planning something. As I said I hope me and my family could at least get away for a day trip to skegness as it’s our favourite place to visit in the UK. If we don’t get away for a week like we had originally planned its better then nothing at all and it give us hope that by August we will be able to go out and about again.

I have even made plans with an old friend to go out for a drink after the pandemic and we even agreed to go to boxing together to get fit we are even taking family members along to watch or join its up to them. But making plans gives us hope that we are getting back to a new normal and mine will be covered in cuts and bruises from boxing but it will be worth it in the end. I don’t know if these plans will stick or fall threw but it has given me hope to keep fighting off my demons that want to destroy me on a daily basis. My friend doesn’t know it but when he sent me the message granted it was for something different at first but then it turned in to something great. But that messaged got me out of a deep black hole that I was slowly going in to so I hope that the plans stick he helped me a lot and I want to say thank you I would mention his name but I didn’t ask for his permission to use his name.

We all need something to hold on to hell during this pandemic I got so lonely I even started telling a giant stuffed monkey my issues but he doesn’t judge me or laugh at me and it has helped a lot if you are feeling down and all alone I reccomend either talking to a friend or if you have a stuffed animal talk to him/her. I know you probably think I’m crazy but I’m just insane my monkey is called George and he has helped me a lot through this tough time him and the two albums that my hero eminem released last year at the beginning and the end.

I am sorry it took me a long time to do another post I’ve had major Internet issues and keep getting a killer headache. I will be doing at least 1 post a month and the title will be the month that I write. But I hope so maybe do more but it depends on this massive headache I keep getting.

This post is coming to an end but I would still like to know if you have any plans to celebrate the end of the pandemic leave a comment and I will add them in a future post but will keep the name anonymous if requested. I hope you enjoyed reading this post and I hope you keep coming back for me I still want to break my record of 63 views in one day it would be great if I could break it this year. So please like share and comment I want to hear your thoughts on this if I need to improve anything or what I want to hear/read what you have to say so please like share and comment. Thank you in advance.

Happy New Year 2021.

Happy New Year 2021.

It’s finally here the new year has started sorry that I have wrote this a little late but I got sick on new year’s eve.

I would like to wish everyone a very Happy New Year’s.

2020 has been nothing but a huge shit show all year round. So I am hoping 2021 will be a way better year especially when we all get stabbed with the jab I for one am not looking forward to it as I hate needles but I will be getting it because of my parents being vulnerable but I will be putting it off as much as I can haha.

And I have to give a big shout out to the real hero’s of this world health care workers our NHS staff deliver drivers who wouldn’t let us go hungry they don’t get enough praise and that needs to change respect them and say thank you to them when you get the chance 2 they deserve our praise and thanks.

Sadly 2020 ended on a tough note for the family as we lost our beautiful cat dixie she was a giant pain in the ass but we all miss her dearly R.I.P dixie here are a couple of photos of her she lead a very long life she was my dad’s baby he loved her more than any of us could love her we will all miss her a lot. R.I.P dixie.

2021 is going to be a better year for us all me and my family are looking forward to celebrating outlasted 2020 by going to our favourite seaside town skegness for a week if we could we would live there its the only place in the uk that makes me happy.

My family is getting on great everyone is growing up and being good people this year will be the year of the Jackmans.

I am still working on my book if I don’t get a killer minegrain headache again with any look I should start my book sometime this year so I can’t wait its going to be epic.

I hope my family have a great new year and my friends 2 if we work together and be kind to each other we can accomplish everything and anything. 2021 will be way better then last year its finally time to say good bye to 2020 and hello to 2021 we can all beat this if we stick together and help each other.

I hope everyone has a great new year we all deserve it to be a good year.

I have a great Callander to start the year with of my favourite animal wolves they are so beautiful majestic animals so I am in a great mood at the moment and I hope it continues.

Every year people make resolutions here are mine. 1. Try and write at least 1 chapter of my book. 2. Lose some weight. 3. Be an even better uncle then I a already am.

I got 2 great Christmas gifts this year the best I’ve had in a long time I love them a lot here are a pic of them .

Christmas and New year has been good so far and I hope it continues. It will be a tough and rough journey but we will eventually get back to a new normal with our arms full of holes from the jabs haha.

I hope everyone who reads this and all of my friends and family have a fantastic new year let’s make 2021 be our year and maybe achieve some goals in the process. I will be returning to blogging more often as well as I have missed it heaps and I hope to break my day record of 63 views thats my goal for this year so fingers crossed. Have a fantastic new year everyone.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.

Have a great year everyone may 2021 be your year to shine.

It’s Christmas 2020.

Itsssss Christmas.

Hi, everyone sorry I have not been doing these much this year its been a giant mess and the pandemic has kept me busy especially with my family. It is Christmas time I know it doesn’t feel like Christmas this year with it being a major shit show of a year. But its almost time to say adios good bye to the worst year that has hit the world in a very long time. We need to look to the future and get back to living our lives especially after we get stabbed with the new vaccine jab which is what I’m dreading as I hate needles. This year has been a whirlwind of a year goes up then down then all around. I have been trying to keep my family safe always try to cheer them up when they are down. I for one can not wait until we can get back to normal well normalish nobody really wants to be normal as it is kinda boring. I hope next year will be the best year for everyone its a time of giving and sharing not tearing everything apart. It has been one hectic year. Last time I wrote a post was towards the beginning of the year. But last year I wrote a post about what I wanted to achieve this year and I am happy to say that the book I wanted to write is making some progress I have a title and most of the characters I just need to name them and a few places. I want to hear what you all achieved this year and I want to know what your plans will be for next year. I hope I can maybe get at least the first chapter written of my book. As you can probably tell I am a little rusty as its been a long time since I have done a post. But I promise I will try and write more. This year has been hell but me and my family had 1 very amazing day when we actually managed to get away to skegness for the day granted is was pouring with rain the weather was just miserable we got absolutely soaked through but it was still our best day of the year without a doubt and we are hoping we can go away for a week next year which we kind of deserve. I hope next year will be better for us all I hope you all stay safe and wear a mask don’t be a moron protect the world and wear a mask and wash your hands. Together we can all make this world a better place by listening to the rules and doing what we can to protect help each other during this horrible time. Life is still going strong but of you don’t help then it will fall. We are making progress and there is a vaccine now so we should be getting back to normalish very soon. Sorry I am drawing a blank now its been that long I’m loosing my creativity haha. I will bounce back so I am sorry if some of what I said got a little repetitive but together we can make 2021 a great year we can do it. If you are down and need some cheering up here is a music video about sausage rolls that should definitely make you smile like it does with me everytime I hear it there are 2 version the original which is just ladbaby and then a duet ladbaby ft Ronan keating. They have two other songs about sausage rolls and they both got to Christmas number one in the UK I hope and they hope they will get a 3rd fingers crossed. Have your self a very Happy Crimbo Merry Christmas to all I will be releasing a new post for new year hopefully the more I write them the less chance of me getting writers block have a great day make sure it’s fun and loving and remember you are never alone in this world there is always someone to talk to you just have to reach out and ask for help or a chat. Please like comment and share I want to break my viewing record of 63 for a single post so try and help me out please. Thank you in advance.

Please like share and comment help me break my viewing record of 63.

Merry Christmas everyone hope you all have a great day.

Below are the 2 videos for your viewing pleasure. By the way both songs are for charity to feed the hungry in the UK all proceeds from each song will go to the charity and will help them get to number #1 for the 3rd time in a row.

Ladbaby – don’t stop me eating.

Ladbaby ft Ronan Keating – don’t stop me eating.

True heroes.

True heroes.

Hi i am writing this as something to maybe cheer people up a little bit and to praise the special people who are dealing with This new disease that has arrived and wreaking havoc on the whole world. Stay safe stay home help the NHS.

Since this virus appeared we all have lost something or someone in the process its a very hard time for everyone. But instead of letting it beat us and destroy our spirits I say let’s whoop its ass if you get bored whilst at home use your imagination thats what it’s there for. Take this time to write a book make a movie or just create something out of nothing. Don’t let boredom or fear stop you from being you. We have incredible people still working to save the world we have our NHS staff paramedics police carers and even the fire brigade. Nurses and doctors fight everyday to save us all from catching the virus. They are the unsung and true heroes in this story of ours. So instead of being a dick with them tell them thank you buy them a coffee or some chocolates show your support. Ever since this disease i have read some horrible stories of how people are treating the staff on the front line it needs to stop stand up and shout no more we need to all stand together to fight this horrible thing thats happening. Me for one applaud the workers who are trying to make this world livable again not so much safe because of so many dicks that kill or abuse but they are making it livable once again they fight day in and day out so show your appreciation. This is the time for everyone to find them self’s and find out what makes you all happy. For me it’s writing and trying to create things both of which suck at the moment but I am trying haha. There has to be something that will help you escape for a couple of hours a day so you don’t go crazy in the process but we will only get better when you listen to the advice of the health workers stay at a safe distance and stay in the damn house don’t be a dick be a hero and save lives those who disobey the process creates more difficulties for the NHS and they don’t need your crap they need your help and support. Stay home. Stay safe. Protect the world. I have a couple of things in the pipeline to help me through this horrible time so I need you all too as well. Let’s have a challenge I challenge everyone reading this to find something great and creative to do and if you share them with me I will post them on here videos or photos are welcome I will add an email address at the bottom. I don’t know if there will be a prize or not because I can’t go anywhere to get anything but it will be a fun thing to do to pass the time lets show the world your skills write a song make a music video or video you creating something and i will always make sure that it is OK for me to post it on this site. Let’s make this lockdown something special to show that it will not beat us and our spirits will always remain high there is no limit on how many you want to send. But it can anything other then nude stuff what makes you happy I challenge you to share it with the world so we can get distracted from the thing thats trying to destroy the world. Let’s be happy and show support to the people who need it and deserve it. If any key workers are reading this the challenge goes out to you as well doctors nurses anyone on the front line show the world who you are it could even a story or poem you want to share let your talent shine let’s build a bridge of support and friendships between everyone let’s show some love we can all build a bridge we need to all stand together.

I am sorry if I offended anyone in this post I didn’t mean to sometimes I don’t realise it when I offend someone.

Let’s stand together and show something to the world so we can make it a better place.

Send your stuff to this email. Matthewking28@yahoo.com its a real email address and its a way for me to send it to people without something backfiring on me its not my personal account. So if you want to answer the challenge send your things to this email address thank you.

Happy new year 2020.

Happy new year 2020.

It has finally come around again it’s the new year it’s the start of a brand new decade. I know this post is a little late that’s because I fell asleep I was wanting to write it and publish it bang on 12 but that didn’t go to plan haha. I hope everyone is having a great start to the new year and I hope you all are happy and having fun. It’s time to party and kick some ass 2019 is done and buried now it’s on to a brand new decade and brand new dreams. Every year so many people make new years resolutions and every year before the end of new years day nearly everyone breaks them I for one am one who usually breaks them repeatedly but i do want to try and keep mine this year which involves me trying to get published as a writer. I have had enough of being left behind I have a great act for telling stories i just have to commit my self to the actual writing instead of getting distracted the whole time. My aim is to get a laptop and actually knuckle down and write.and hopefully by the end of the year I might have something published. I hope me and my family have a great new year and I hope we don’t have the creepy unwanted visitor again that we had on christmas day because he ruined that day for a lot of people and we want a new start we have been in a new house since july and it was supposed to be the start of something great and it was until he found us. But it’s new years day and it’s a brand new start so let’s start it right. I wish everyone a very happy new year and I hope 2020 will be great for everyone. It is still the lonely season so if you are struggling or know someone who is struggling please extend a hand and help them they are not bad people they are just a little lost don’t be a dick give them a hand or just an ear let them talk and don’t interrupt them some will talk others won’t just don’t leave them alone be a friend not a dick we have enough of them in government we don’t other people being one as well. If they keep shutting you out don’t give up on them because they need someone to fight for them so they can fight for them selfish believe me I know I’ve been there and I keep going back there so i know how they feel. I am also here if anyone wants to talk comment on here with an email address and I’ll get back to you. Live life and be grateful for what you have and not bitter for not having what you want. Be a friend save a life don’t be a dick. If you are struggling or want help for someone else please ring the samaritans on 116 123 or visit the website https://www.samaritans.org/branches/sheffield/. Please ask for help I know it’s hard but it does help a little it’s always easier talking to strangers then family or friends because if strangers judge you then you just don’t care because you may never see them again. Please ask for help if you need again comment and leave me an email and we can talk anytime if you don’t want to talk to anyone else. I’ve been there and I still go there a lot of time so I know what you are going through.

Happy new year to everyone I hope you all have a great year.

Its christmas.

It’s Christmas.

It’s that time of year again where we all go skint and get a little fat with the food we all get in. And with all the love of family and the presents as well but remember christmas is a lot more then just giving and receiving presents it’s all about love family and sometimes friends as well. But this post is a straight forward post it’s going out to the people who don’t get a lot of thought and attention and to the people who feel lonely. I know that every day is a struggle for people with mental disabilities weather it be depression or something else trust me I know how everyone feels. I have had some real low times in my life and I have been really suicidal i will get on to that in a little bit. I just want you to know who ever you are if you are feeling lonely this christmas i can guarantee you are not alone in this lonely journey there are thousands if not millions of people in this world that feel worthless and suicidal. But I am here to tell you that there is help out there if you don’t leave it to late the later you leave it the harder it is to control I learnt that the hard way. And I know you are thinking well if I talk to someone how do I know they won’t use it against me or blame me for being depressed and lonely. Listen to me it is not your fault that you feel this way me my self I have been blamed for being bullied everyone I talked to blamed for the other kids being a dick that’s why I was so close to ending my life when I was 9 years old 9 I mean I shouldn’t of been wanting to kill my self at that age I should of been enjoying my life and wanting to become a police officer or fire fighter but nope I wanted to turn my lights out for good. The day i was actually going to do it was the day i laid my eyes upon my eldest niece she was born that year and i knew by looking at her that i had to be strong for her she saved my life and every day i am grateful that she is still apart of my life even though she can be a little lazy haha you no I love ya Kait. You may feel invisible every day and might not think anyone knows who the hell you are and no1 would care if you wasn’t around anymore but i know for a fact someone knows who you are you just have to look in the right place. This season is one of the worst for loneliness but always remember someone out there knows who you are and you matter to someone so please think before you commit to ending your life. Please if you are reading this and still thinking of ending your life please try talking to the samaritans on 116123 they are open 24/7 365 days a year they are highly trained professionals they will help you. I will post the link at the end of the post if you want to have a look at the website before you call theres also an email address you can message as well. I know the loneliness never goes completely but I know you can control it I do every day but that was by chance if my niece wasn’t born when she was I wouldn’t be here back then there wasn’t much about mental health problems everyone more or less said suck it up not in them exact words but roughly It took me years to get proper help and now it’s a struggle to let the help sink in but as long as i have my nieces and nephews and the music of legendary happy eminem i will always be a survivor and you can 2 if you can find something that gives you hope I was 13 when I discovered eminem and I have every album he has ever released. And i have a strong relationship with my nieces and nephews i don’t know what i would of done without them giving me strength every single day. You are not alone there are people you can talk to if you really want to you can talk to me because I’ve been through it all and still am on a daily basis I may seem like I have it all together but trust me I don’t I put on a fake smile and fake my way through every day but my family makes it a little easier. But if you have no family then talk to someone a stranger or a professional if you want to talk to me comment on here and send me your email I will be happy to reply and help in anyway that I can. I am sorry that I have ranted on for so long I just wanted to get this message out there and I hope I help someone find some help or comfort this christmas season.

I wish everyone reading this a very happy crimbo and I hope I have helped someone have a great day everyone.

Below are 4 websites that should help you this christmas season if you are struggling or know someone who is struggling with mental health problems please get in touch someone can help you. Don’t be afraid to ask for help I know it’s scary but it will be good in the long run. Please ask for help.

Please like share and comment I want to spread the message the best I can.

https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/suicide/

https://save.org/about-suicide/warning-signs-risk-factors-protective-factors/

https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/support-and-information/worried-about-someone-else/myths-about-suicide/

https://www.mentalhealth.org.uk/a-to-z/s/suicide

Tis The Season

Tis The Season.

Warning!!!! This post may contain some swearing and a video with swearing in so proceed at your own risk.

It’s that time of year again where everyone is running around like crazy trying to get the last little things for christmas. I swear every year Christmas comes around a hell of a lot quicker then the year before but it’s also a great season because it brings people together either family or estranged friends. Every year I also try to outdo my self with the presents they get better and better every year and this year is no exception. I have the perfect gift for everyone I even spoiled my mom a little as well as she deserves everything after putting up with me for 27 years haha. I just can’t wait to see my nieces and nephews face when they open up there presents this year they got a couple of things instead of just one. I hope they like what I got and I hope my sister will like I got her 2 she has had a very tough couple of years and this year was the final war for a while so she deserves to have a great christmas. The new year and the new decade is just around the corner so I wonder how many of us will stick to our new years resolutions this time around I have a couple but only time will tell if I get to stick to any of them haha. But before the new year I hope everyone has a very merry christmas or as I like to say I hope you all have a very happy crimbo. I hope this Christmas is full of magic for everyone but remember christmas is about a lot more then presents it’s about love and family and I am so grateful for my immediate family my parents my sister and brothers and my nieces and nephews they all mean the world to me and every day I am grateful that they are with me. Even though I have my family with me at all times I still feel lonely sometimes but that’s apart of depression but no matter how lonely I may feel I know that my family will always be there to pull me back from the funk at all times. Christmas is the best time of year because there is true magic in the air and it’s the time of season where wishes come true if you believe in what you wish for. But I want everyone to donate old items that you no longer use to the homeless or children living in poverty this time of year should be happy for everyone especially children and soldiers our brave men and women who go to fight for this country don’t get what they deserve when they return home which is sad if I could I would save all children and soldiers but doing one thing at a time will help someone so if theres something you no longer want or use and it’s still in decent condition instead of throwing it away give it to someone who may appreciate it. It’s the time for giving and love let spread love not hate if you show kindness and respect to someone then they will show it to others that will set off a chain reaction and hopefully it will help a lot of people. If you see a homeless person buy them a sandwich or a coffee if you don’t want to give them change be good person not a dick we have enough of them I’m government we don’t need anymore. If this message gets spread and helps someone then I know I did a good job. Christmas is magic and the most wonderful time of the year but we all lost sight of that as the celebration starts way to early celebration shouldn’t start until the middle to end of november not in june or july or even october its starts way to early and it does get annoying but when the day finally comes around everyone is just exhausted and tired of it. But when it started later everyone looked forward to it and it was a hell of a lot better but instead of being a grinch I suppose we all accept it in our own way. So let’s make lemonade out of lemons and make every christmas a blessing spread the cheer and maybe we can all get the spirit of Christmas back find your inner child again and believe in the impossible it makes christmas more magical if you believe in father christmas Santa claus good ol st nick the legend of the fat guy who breaks in to people’s houses to leave presents instead of stealing leave cookies and milk out for him and carrots for his raindeers. It’s time to believe in the magic again and to spread love not hate we can stamp out hate and crime if we spread love and cheer. Be a friend not a dick or grinch believe in magic and believe in miracles on this wonderful time of the year. Crank up the Christmas tunes and binge watch all the great Christmas movies like the Santa claus trilogy the first 2 home alones and even the first 2 die hard movies including bad santa 1 and 2 theres so many great movies out there for christmas. I will be putting 2 videos on the end of time which are 2 of my all time favourite Christmas songs but one contains swearing so don’t watch them if you don’t like swearing. The songs are the pogues ft kirsty McCall – fairytale of New York and Jona Lewie – stop the cavalry I don’t really know why but I love them Christmas songs. Everytime I hear the songs it reminds of simpler times and take me back to childhood plus it was only around christmas that I didn’t get bullied as much it still happened but just toned down for some reason every christmas when I was younger has always been a happy time.

I know I have kind of just rambled on and I bet none of what I said has actually made any sense what so ever but I’m trying to get my groove back as I got sidelined for so long I am struggling with writers block and its driving me a little crazy.

I hope you enjoyed reading my ramblings I will try and write a new post on christmas day and new years day but if I don’t it’s because of this damn writers block that I’m suffering from at the moment I will bounce back it’s just taking longer then originally thought. Anyway here are the videos hope you enjoy them. If the videos don’t work leave me a comment and I will fix them. Please like share and comment on this post it would be much appreciated thank you in advance.

The perfect gift.

I am back again and this time I have no restrictions so I hope I can start writing a lot more. In this post I’d like to talk about the perfect gift which everyone now must know is the gift of love and family but sometimes you always want just a little bit more and I seem to have a great eye for the perfect gifts for my family like for my nephews birthday this year I bought him a WWE United States Championship title that came with 2 action figures a john cena and Orlando jordan as it was the spinning title that john cena created. Every year I really out do my self with picking the perfect gifts for my family and I do it just so I can see the big smile on there face and trust me when I say it’s a big smile it’s a really big smile. Since he opened the present he hasn’t took it off he wears it all the time except for at school and he is not happy about that at all. But when he gets back home as soon as he changes he has the title with him. He has even told me that one day he wants to become a wrestler and I couldnt be happier as it would mean I could get free tickets to go to wrestlemania. When he is ready I think I will start training him or better yet take him to a wrestling school. Everytime I see him smile it makes me smile because I know that everytime I spend with him it make him forget some horrible times he has been through lately. But every week he gets more and more in to wrestling so i am going to make sure that he at least tries training mostly because i want to go to wrestlemania haha. I have gotten him the best gifts for the last few years and everytime his smile has gotten bigger and bigger for both birthday and christmas. This years birthday was a very special one that’s why I gave him such a special gift and every birthday and Christmas I will always get him the perfect gift. But I do teach him that gifts aren’t the main reason to celebrate birthdays and Christmas i tech him that it’s about being with the ones you love and hold close to your heart as long you wake up to a loving family then present don’t mean squat. I have a major role in his life I teach him right from wrong and I teach him how to be a dude and not a coward. One day I will surprise him with either WWE tickets or AEW tickets so he can watch wrestling upfront so then all I can do is hope he wants to definitely become a wrestler he would end up living my dream if he does. Wrestling has been around for decades and it seems to be getting stronger every day unless they go PG then it goes down the toilet rapidly like WWE at the moment when it was the attitude era it was the best without a doubt but with the rise of AEW rapidly gaining more and more success because of the pure attitude and grittiness it offers I think AEW will outshine WWE every chance they get so either way I will be seeing my first wrestling match with my little superhero who has been through a lot lately and he always has a smile on his face no matter what gets thrown at him. I am super proud of him and I hope his love for wrestling will keep on growing and I hope he never stop smiling either.

I am so proud of my little superman who by the way is so obsessed with john cena.

I know this isn’t as long as my posts usually are but I wanted to get it out and as I no longer have any restrictions I hope my inspiration comes back so I can write a lot more.

Keep on smiling and remember to tell your friends and family or even a stranger that you love them even if they don’t want to hear it because everyone deserves to feel loved and also deserve to smile every day is a mystery and you never know when it will be someone’s last as life can be an evil bitch when she wants to be so say hello to a stranger tell someone you love them offer a helping hand and be gracious of what you have and of who you are don’t change for someone who doesn’t care be who you be the real you. You will always have a friend to talk to even me if you want I am a good listener. Everyone deserves to feel wanted because most people or just unlucky in some areas it’s time to break down barriers smash through the walls be the first person to change someone’s life and watch as the goodness spreads faster then the hatred people have i always show how much i love my family even though i don’t say it as much as i should. But I try to show them one way or another.

I love my family and always will. And hello to my new friends who take the time to read my posts even if they seem boring as hell I appreciate every view I get every like I receive I would love more comments though.

Thank you for reading I hope it wasn’t 2 boring for you 2 read. Remember be kind and spread happiness good will always defeat evil it just takes one person to spread the love so spread it as far as you can until someone else take over to spread even further. Life is precious so enjoy whilst you can live your dreams and succeed as john cena says never give up.

Good night everyone and please like comment and share to spread the message of love.

Love is and always be the perfect gift.

If You can’t remember the spinning United states championship or if you don’t watch wrestling and want to see it the pictures are below that is what I got for my nephew and he loves it more than anything and I’m happy that i made him so happy. He will always remember this birthday.

Viper out.

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